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[30 Mar 2007|09:52pm] |
I'm so tired of people wanting to lick my cleft lip. Like a sexual fetish or something.
I'm so tired of only liking other peoples' boyfriends and not being able to find my own because I have a cleft lip.
I love Alex because he loved to rub his penis on my cleft lip.
yeah so getting on my lj and posting this shit is real mature.
ha, what a fag.
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[27 Mar 2007|01:25am] |
I love life right now
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its definately alot better without fuckface in it.
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[25 Jan 2007|03:48pm] |
Life is gay as fuck.
People are gay as fuck.
Everything is gay as fuck.
How about I go get stoned like almost all the old Rochelle kids,
because that would make me extremely cool.
No, you guys are fucking dumbasses.
Whatever.
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[24 Oct 2006|08:28pm] |
hahahaha, heyyyy.
What's happenin'?
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[19 Mar 2006|07:45pm] |
Yeah, so if you haven't realized,
I'm done with updating.
Oh btw, New/Old screen name.
SKANKFACElizz
Goodbye.
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Well, my New Year's Eve was extremely lame. I fucking hate Epcot and the fact that everyone had to be at Disney so we couldn't get in. I had to force my Best Friend into staying on the phone with me until it hit 12. And I didn't get to go party hard with friends like everyone else, no, instead I watched Elimidate until I fell asleep at 1ish. But, we did have a really nice hotel. Then yesterday my Dad, Stepmom, 2 younger brothers, a friend of thiers, and I went to Ripley's Believe It or Not Museum and Wonderworks. And I actually had fun then. Otherwise, my weekend sucked.
So, here's my "BIG" 2005/New Year post.
Oh, and this one doesn't start out with "This past year was so great, ect."
I learned alot about myself and other people. I made to many mistakes to count, and brought my best friend along with me. I lost friends, I gained friends, and I lost contact with friends. I found out I have alot of fake friends. I also found out that alot of my friends take my friendship forgranted. I realized that I was a hypocrit. I once thought I had so many friends that I could trust with anything and everything. Ha, that was a lie. I'm no where near the person I was a year ago even though we don't seem that different. I'm not as daring, I don't care about things as much as I used to, now I'm always nervous, and now I don't feel that its easy to share my thoughts and feelings with people. I remember that I used to have plans every weekend and I was always on the phone, now I'm lucky if I hang out with one person for one night every month or so and get a phone call once a week. I do get some old friends that ask me to hang out with them every now and then, but the fact that I never have a ride doesn't help much either. My best friend moved out of state, and talks about the stuff she does with here new friends and about her new boyfriends. I should be her best friend, and tell her how happy I am that things are going well for her. But, I'm a selfish bitch when it comes to the best friend I've ever had. I left Rochelle and the friends I saw there everyday for highschool, wich on 8th grade graduation day felt like the end of the world. I've had good times with new friends and good times with old friends. I've laughed, I've cried, and everything in between. One of the best things about this past year is the fact that I've gotten closer to my brother. Yeah, we still fight every now and then. But, I can tell him things that I can't tell other people. We relate to eachother alot more than we used to, so I help him with his problems and he helps me with mine. So in general, 2005 was filled with alot of big downs and even more little ups. If that makes any since.
So, I've got this feeling, 2006 isn't going to be as great as everyone is expecting.
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yeah, thats pretty much the face i make when i see those digusting scary beasts.
anyways.
hey livejournal, long time no post.
things arent going so great i guess,
but im hopeful.
Muffin spent the night friday, and my mom and maury went out.
so somehow this plan came to have David (the mexican) and his friend sneak over.
but they only stayed for like 30 minutes.
me & brittney felt rebellious, even though it wasnt that bigh of a deal.
my mom and maury didnt get home til 2 a.m.
and they got in a fight, and the next morning my mom said he was most likely moving out this week.
i was soooo excited,
until later this evening when my mom was leaving to drop me off at the bowling alley.
yeah she gave maury a kiss and an "i love you".
ugh, so i figure they worked things out.
i'll be at my dad's for most of the break,
it will be good to get out of here for afew days.
so, i cant wait til wednesday,
My oldest friend, Brooke, and I are going to see Rent.
its going to be fantastic.
well i pretty much have nothing more to say.
except that boys are stupid and confusing.
but, they probably feel the same way about girls.
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"Are you two New Orleans' babes?"
hahahaha, Halloween was rather swell.
spent it with Eerie and Melisabeth.
Melis was a witch, while Iris and I were "New Orleans' babes".
loads of candy, sore feet, and turning green from feathers.
I felt like a prostitute, how do they where high heels and stand on corners all night?
anyways, Homecoming was amazing.
"Akeem, my laffy taffy doesn't shake!"
it turned out a lot better than i expected.
Well I've got loads of pictures to update with,
to bad I'm too lazy to do it.
Someday it will happen,
but, that day isn't today.
I hope Friday works out and stuff.
Busch Gardens with Akeem, Becca, and Justin.
How good could it get?
well, i guess I'm done for a while.
Things are great.
P.S
In a world without sleep there would be nothing, because without sleep there would be no dreams.
isn't my brother insightful?
Sweet Dreams!
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things are alot better than they were like a week ago.
its pretty bad, i couldnt talk to anyone about everything that was happening,
until i fessed up to keely's away message.
but im feeling alot better about things, this past weekend helped me make afew decisions.
speaking of last weekend,
i had a great saturday.
me, my brother, akeem, karson, and drew hung out.
mall, then bowling alley.
then me, my brother, and akeem went to walmart before we took akeem home.
he had to help me pick out my clothes.
hahhaah, he's so great.
we didnt get him home until 12, & i guess he's grounded because of it.
opps.
anyways, im so glad its autumn.
i love the wether these past few days.
i cant wait for winter break,
"here i come colorado"
i cant wait.
well, i guess im leaving for my dad's house tonight.
ill be there until sunday?
im actually quite excited.
our dog there, sasha, had puppies.
they're adorable.
& i realized going to my dad's house isnt that terrible.
ive sorta been thinking about moving in back over there,
i cant stand living with maury anymore.
so, i guess im done?
PEACE.
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY KEELY!
( one five! )
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEMPSEY FALLON DOYLE!
im late, i know.
sorrry.
shes such an amazing girl, seriously.
when i do something stupid, she puts me back on track.
she also moved to texas this past summer,
& i truely miss her alot.
but luckily shes coming back soon,
and i cant wait.
she makes me laugh so hard,
and its just about random things.
we spent about the entire summer together almost 2 years ago.
it was fantasic,
we had a blast.
i could tell her anything.
i mostly miss our lazy days together,
we might of been bored out of our minds,
but it was still great.
i basically love her to death.
♥
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i like it when the sky looks like it does in the picture above.
Friday
squeezing through people with cassie & halee to get to smeen at the top of the bleachers during the pep rally.
the smell of axe mixed with sweat is gross.
cassie meeting mrs.knotts after school & wondering how i can deal with her.
went to cassie's house afterschool,
we played tony hawk underground & the urbz sims.
lauging hysterically with cassie.
going to the southside with her dad & riding without the top in his jeep dancing to 80s music, and having people laugh & stare at you, hahahah.
got powdered sugar all over me because cassie made me laugh in the middle of me eating some desert thing.
we went to the lg/lhs game.
saw ALOT of people that i knew.
Meagan, whittney, jordane, becca, justin, meghin, david, carlos, iris, shelby, joseph, cori, scott, smeen, halee, michael, vanessa, matt, jorgen (karons brother), mrs. lanier, mrs. mooney, glen, cassie's friend thats a boy +++ many others.
i missed alot of them.
most of the time i was with jordey & cassie.
me & jordey play a gina tpping game, it was hilarious.
those two girls are so much fun.
lg lost, of course.
10-32?
after the game cassie's dad dropped me off at home,
because im grounded & such for the rest of the weekend.
Saturday
lifetime day with my mom & her boyfriend.
it was quite nice.
i like it when i actually do get along with them.
yeah we watched over 12 hours of lifetime movies.
hahhahaaha.
when my brother got home from work we went to mcdonald's,
& went over 100 mph down 98.
good thing the lights stayed green.
i love riding with my brother in his car with the music all the way up,
especially when its rap music.
hahahahaha.
Today
watching tv & reading.
ive been doing too much of the both of those lately.
ive read like 5 books in the past week.
yeahh at least ill have all my AR points.
might be going to the mall today with my mom,
we have too see if they can order the dress i want from the store,
because my mom doesnt want to put her credit card stuff online.
well anyways,
things are back to being good.
P.S.
i gave muffin joelson moore a bath thursday.
shes basically the most adorable/sweetest dog ever.
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last week someone stole the teacher walkietalkie thing & said there was a bomb in the school.
so all of the students got called out to the football field right after 3rd period so they could search the school.
we basically stood out there for almost two hours, but danng it was alot of fun.
of course, there was no bomb.
but, the time out on the field was spent well, nothing like playing ring around the rosie when theres a possiblity of a bomb being in your school.
( mmmmmmyeah )
this weekend was okay.
friday i got to see carlito & eerie again,
lhs football game, they one duh.
then spent the night at eerie's house.
saturday, supposed to go downtown with jessica & drewboo,
wasnt allowed & ended up going to the mall with eerie & her mom & sister.
came back home, supposed to go to jessica's, that didnt happen.
sunday, supposed to go to the mall with jessica, drewboo, chris, & joel was supposed to be there.
yeah, no one could go.
but, i didnt find that out until i got there at 2, with no ride home until 6.
yeah i walked around for 2 hours & stood in hot topic for most of the time.
luckily i bumbed into my stepbrother's girlfriend,
so i shopped with her. shes rather cool, and pretty funny.
yeah then my brother picked me up, & later on that night got his keys stuck in his trunk & his doors were locked,
so we had to wait for my dad to get home an hour later for the spare.
finally got to mom's, ate dinner, & didnt fall asleep until 3 a.m.
lame.
i was so glad to be back at school today,
ugh i hate coming home.
especially today, it was horrible.
my moms boyfriend pisses me off so much.
he just makes things worse.
faggot.
but yeah, no school tomorrow.
my great grandmother passed away this weekend,
& we are attending her funeral tomorrow.
anyways, homecoming is in like a month.
im excited.
& im hoping to get this dress:
only $20.
but, i have to order it offline.
i want to go to the game this friday,
but i might not be able to go.
im supposed to be grounded,
because i "need to change" as my mom puts it.
ugh, im going to try to get out of it, for atleast friday.
im out.
I want to make you happy but I've fallen, I'm sorry.
I thought my wings could hold me up with angels, not demons,
You don't know how cool you are
To find the ways to love me without shame.
♥
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well this past weekend was rather swell.
friday- barnes & noble with akeem, whata cool hardcore/scene boy. haha.
then football game, where i met up with muffin. dannng we had alot of fun. i missed her. then after the game me, becca fecca, and kayla went to meghin bo beghin's house to spend the night. dannnng, im in love with her house. me & becca fecca decided we are moving in.
we had a fun night, i love those girls.
saturday- left meghin bo beghin's around noon. spent the whole day in pj's & talking to muffin on the phone while watching america's next top model reruns. then at 9 my mom & maury took me to pick up muffin, we stopped at blockbuster & rented movies.
when we got back to my house, i decided to transform muffin into a MO DEL.
i did her make-up & what not, then i was her photographer/editor.
so here's pictures & stuff.
( MUFFIN MARTIN THE MO DEL )
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY KEEMSTER!
well, i didnt go to school today.
all day yesterday i had this horrid headache which caused my left eye to hurt.
i woke up this morning & i couldnt open my eye.
so my mom allowed me to stay home.
but, my eye finally opened, except its all red & stuff.
so i basically slept all day, and watched unsolved mysteries.
Unclesmunkey (1:01:57 PM): did you go to school today
OMG shes a ho (1:02:02 PM): no
Unclesmunkey (1:02:09 PM): ME NIETHER!!!
Unclesmunkey (1:02:17 PM): why didnt yoou
OMG shes a ho (1:03:20 PM): because yesterday i had a really bad headache & it caused my left eye to go red. then when i woke up this morning my eye wouldnt open
Unclesmunkey (1:03:40 PM): ew
no church for me tonight.
but im getting my film back from the 6 disposable cameras i dropped off at walmart 2 days ago.
pictures from 8th grade dance & the past 2 weekends coming soon.
+ some others most likely.
i bought muffin joelson moore a dog shirt the other day.
on the back it says, "FOXY DOGGY"
yeah, you love it.
so im excited about this weekend.
Friday- Barnes & Noble with akeem. then football game with becca fecca & meghin bo beghin, spending the night at meghin bo beghin's.
Saturday- me & flash are possibly getting together to hangout.
Sunday- mall with drewboo.
this past weekend was incredible.
i spent it with jordey.
i love that silly girrrl.
we talked/made fun of scenesters the whole time.
her beach house was fun,
minus getting a horrible sunburn from kyaking.
but, ill be updating with pictures & stuff later.
well anyways, im out.
♥
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ATTENTION:
all plans i have made for this weekend have been canceled.
except friday night i shall be at the southside movies,
im about 90% sure.
ill be hanging out with joedane all weekend.
friday- movies, her spending the night
saturday thru sunday- her beach house.
im wayyyyy excited.
gosh i love that girl.
last night i went to grace church to meet jessica & grace.
jordey & muffin were there,
which is was sooo FANTASTIC to see all of those girls.
i missed them alot.
when i got there,
jordane ran up to me and jumped on me & gave me a huge hug.
then through the night she gave me one like every 5 seconds.
"ive never had porridge"
"me either, what is it?"
"its what piggy's eat!"
hahahah
i love jordey.
i love jessieca.
i love muffin.
i love graciepoo.
"name: elizabeth ann holzschuh
fav. hobby: chillin with my home dogs
fav. color: turquoise
fav. food: chilli's nachos & queso dip
fav. tool: JACK HAMMER!"
i really like grace church.
it is, in fact, way better than victory.
today was really good.
i talked to that boy whos name i cant remember alot today.
an this morning me & akeem were walking down the hallway behind some black gangstas,
and he was like, "damn niggers".
it was soooo funny.
the most fun was in 6th period with becca fecca & meghin bo beghin.
we found/gave a definition to our new your: sloss.
we laughed soooo much.
and something embarassing happened to me,
damn big boobs.
"what are you guys doing over there?"
hahahahahahhahahaha
OMG shes a ho (6:26:21 PM): sloss touches your ass
BeCcAiScRaZy13 (6:26:32 PM): sloss licks your ass
psh I am a ninja (3:44:36 PM): so I decided why not just tell Liz's away message about Liz...
Here goes...
Liz, you are like my best friend. You make me laugh so hard. I love you unconditionally. Your like a sister to me. When I see you I wanna hug you because your the coolest person I know..and I think that people like that should get hugs...so I LOURVE YOU OH SO FUCKING MUCH!
gosh i love those two girls.
they made my day.
If god was on the radio i know he'd say to thee,
love is spiders on the edge,
and we're hanging by a thread,
connected to the other end of this twisted frequency i've spun,
but i don't care, i'd be happy if you'd share your web with me.
gosh, i love happiness.
♥
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So break back
Another heart attack
And we could live life again.
"look at liz, ive NEVER seen her not smiling or laughing"
"me too, i think its impossible for her to stop"
im a hypocrite. im pissed. i miss things, alot. i miss people, alot. i want things to go back to the old times. yet, im extremely happy with things right now. i dont want to go back to those middle school years. i hate people that are two-faced, and i know alot of them. i hate people who are immature. yet, i can be really immature & two-faced at times. ive met alot of new people at lake gibson, and they are some of the coolest/funniest people ever. like meghin, god i already feel like we are best friends. becca fecca too. i love those too. ive met people that i never would have saw myself hanging out with, other people could say they are annoying/wierd/strange, but i dont care. they make me laugh, alot. im tired of people saying that we should hang out, and when i make the effort to try to make plans with them, they ditch me. im tired of being ditched. i take things forgranted. im a procrastinator. im lazy. i regret alot. i regret being mean to keely while she was still in florida, and i regret getting into any fights with her. theres a boy i think i sort of like, and i cant even remember his name. yet, he knows mine well, i see him in the hallways alot & he always says "hey liz!!!" and i just wave back. i dont have any classes with him, but he was in one of my classes one day, and i had my harry potter glasses on, and he told me that they were awsome. and i think he has a girlfriend. i love highschool, especially lake gibson. im glad i had to go there. my old best friends are getting new best friends, and i hate it. but im getting new best friends, too. some of my old friends are really getting on my nerves. i still have feelings for an xboyfriend, and its really hard to get over them. ive gotten some of my old old old friendships back, which is nice. theres a boy, that told me he liked me about a week ago, and then told me that hes moved on. but for some reason i dont think he has. sometimes i wish he would, he could find someone way better than me. i just wish he could be happy. ive gotten into looking on online stores for clothes, and ive found alot of clothes that i want. except they cost about $20-$50 and my mom would never spend that much money on me for one piece of clothing. i might be going to England, Wales for 20 days, it depends on how much the trip will cost & if my dad helps out. its for this thing called "People to People" or something like that. i dont do my homework much, normally i just copy off of a friend or write down the answers when the teachers tell them. i feel like going downtown, like really bad. i love it there. i miss being really good friends with joel & karson, like we were towards the end of the summer. they are fun to talk to/hang out with. i look over my old lj entries alot, and realized how much fun i had hanging out with certian people. and i realized in my old lj, that i was an emo faggot. but now, things are good. im happy, thing arent perfect, but they are really good. ive been keeping alot of problems in my head lately, and its helped me out i guess. but i just felt the need for this entry.
im done.
♥
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